December 2009
32 posts
i really really want you to see this. and i really really really hope you will:
i will maintain this distance to make everyone happy. done and get over with. i won’t make things awkward for you. so don’t call me for nothing. because i don’t know if i will entertain you anymore. things wouldn’t be how it is like now. anyway it doesn’t make a difference. because things...
where’s my monkey lam weiliang!
out w fan, yal, mo and yl. nothing beats meeting them. at least i won’t think so much when i meet them. (: well, things won’t work out when so many people are against it. so what’s the point? right right right?
heartbreak hotel.
where are you now?
so now am i like suppose to wait again?
I LOVE ETHAN! (L)
i really don’t know if you will see this. but, what i meant yesterday about being distance away… its not about not talking/texting. i feel like i’m talking to a stranger more than a good friend. if your SHE is not happy, then the most i’ll just keep that distance. okay? things will then be happily ever after.
i miss you darling.
thanks for being there for me always for so many years. THANK YOU KAIHENG! LOVE YOU.
i cant let him go. i guess feelings for you arent deep enough.
miss _ _ _ _ _ _ .
you gave up your last chance.
i’m going back to how it was like before.
you pull me up so high and push me down.
Will we still be as close?
thanks for making all the empty promises. thanks for making me see your true colours. thanks for not letting me fall for you. i am so glad.
i wish i could make you see.
can’t you see? i’m keeping a distance from you. not that i want it. i just don’t want to fall. i don’t want to fall for you. okay? this feeling is so not nice. AT ALL. so insecure. its like you’re gonna just leave me.
oh my darling, you look wondeful tonight.
omg i’m burstingggggggggggggggggg. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU SO MUCH?
feel wonderful tonight,
irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated.
“You know i’ll be okay even though the sky is turning grey.”
A new year is approaching. Which means, 4th January is coming. Which means it is the 5th year that you’re gone. You know, it just hurts so bad sometimes not having you here. I guess mum misses you a lot too. I miss you so much so much so much. I miss the christmas party held every year. I miss your mee goreng. I miss rascal. I miss your bath tub. I miss every lil single thing of yours. I...
don’t climb too high. because when you fall, you’ll fall badly.
After so much of planning, that is all i get. nevermind. i didn’t expect anything better either. just very…
omgggggg. i am so eggciteddddd~
